Thank you for everyone’s supportive replies. I did opt for sedation, but I was first on the list of the day, and they just inject it the sedation and pain relief as they start the procedure, so it’s quite light and you remember everything and can answer questions throughout. I had a sedation years ago for my wisdom teeth to be taken out, and although I could answer questions with that, I couldn’t remember a thing afterwards, which I think is probably the level of sedation you really need with these endoscopy procedures. But anyway …
So had the gastroscopy first with the more senior / older doctor and that went relatively smoothly, and then he handed over to the younger surgeon (probably junior, but I didn’t meet him to speak to, either before or after) for the colonoscopy.
Weirdly, when I had both procedures (in separate appointments) 5 years ago, I remember the gastroscopy to be more uncomfortable than the colonoscopy, so it’s strange that it’s the reverse this time :/ .. I can’t remember there being an issue with the colonoscopy and them not being able to get the endoscope through my bowel before (same level of sedation, and I was approximately same weight and size before).
It started fine, but shortly into it could tell the younger surgeon was having difficulty progressing the scope and he kept trying, called the more senior physician over to help for one try, and then the more senior physician took over and tried on his own too. Each time they were telling the nurse to put another ‘20’ or something in my cannula (sedation/pain relief), plus was on gas and air, which I was trying to calmly breathe in. And the nurse by now was repeatedly saying to me ‘just tell me when you want them to stop, they can do it by CT scan if you need them to’ … so I then said, no stop. The gas and air wasn’t doing anything and you get to a bit of a ‘panic’ stage where you think things are beyond your control, or going wrong, which I got to. They were also asking questions like ‘had I had any abdominal surgeries that I’d forgotten to tell them about’ (no), and explanations about my bowel being quite ‘loopy’. But this kind of fits with me telling GP about my loud stomach noises that people can hear across the other side of a room, and is any of this related to my unexplained weight-loss and severe anemia despite eating relatively normally, not vegetarian or vegan, and now very few periods due to hitting peri / menopause at 50 (so shouldn’t be gynae a reason). Plus now have high platelets and high RBC and high potassium, but too low haemoglobin, ferritin, lots of other parameters … all very strange. Thyroid levels are low (t4 and TSH), but hover on the point of minimum parameters to warrant further investigation.
So next stage is, next Saturday morning I have an MRI appointment, and I also have to wait to hear when they want me back in for the CT of my bowel. But I believe I have to do the ‘prep’ again for that from what I’ve read, so expect that might be in a weeks time too, as I’ll need to start the ‘prep’ Monday or Tuesday.
All a bit of a worry, as just want to make sure nothing dodgy is going on, and I don’t have a group of friends to really talk to, so it’s helpful to have Mumsnet peeps to share with. Weirdly though I’m not a Mum :/ but guess we are all on the same path really. Much love xx