Wasn’t expecting to be here
Had some pain and bloating, positive fit test, colonoscopy which removed two larger polyps and a couple of small ones, consultant almost certain all were fine, report just came back and one is cancerous, and margins not clear, so it’s in the bowel wall.
Everything has moved at speed and I have an upper grading CT scan in a couple of days, awaiting rectal MRI - is it as bad as it sounds, I am scared to Google - and meeting surgeon later in the week.
At the moment they are suggestion resection may be enough, possibly a temporary ostomy, and hopefully no chemo
Anyone who has been though this who could advise.
I am trying not to be terrified, unsuccessfully