Ive read that this is a common occurrence compared to women who dont have PCOS. In addition, a close familt member has recently been diagnosed with asbestos exposure-linked lung cancer. At the moment I feel pretty depressed. And I dont feel like arranging anything nice for myself or getting into commitments such as finding a job or getting into a relationship because I'm convinced that I'll get diagnosed with terminal breast cancer three months down the line. Im tired of feeling this suspicious and paranoid about my health but I feel hopeless rn and I've even felt suicidal at points because I feel like it would be easier to just end it all, rather than