As the title says.
Diagnosed with a second recurrence of a nasty leiomysarcoma cancer in November 24. On chemo to try and shrink; it’s not working. Endless scans, appointments, bloods and side effects from chemo and cancer. My life isn’t my own any longer. I’m chained to the bloody hospital. I can’t work. My SSP expires in a couple of months. Christ I’ve had enough. I’m tired and worn down. It’s aggressive as fuck and just won’t shrink down. My hair is gone, my mouth is sore and I’m becoming really bad tempered and envious of any seemingly healthy human being.
How does one even get out of bed each day with this?