Hello there, I understand that this is difficult, but you need to breathe.
CA125 is an inflammation marker. Yes it can help indicate that you should have a scan. But that’s all it can do.
If your CA125 is 38 and it was cancer then it would likely be caught very early.
Of course you have to go to the scan. If you don’t go to the scan you won’t know. You have to go. Denial doesn’t treat cancer.
My CA125 was 333 and it wasn’t cancer.
My grandmother died of ovarian cancer and so yes, I was worried initially, but I had lots of scans - vaginal, CT Scan and MRI and it wasn’t. You’ll be on the 2 week pathway. They will look after you. They have done this hundreds of times. You won’t be the first person to cry at their scan.
Turns out my CA125 just sits high… last time I had it tested it was 199, they did more scans. Still not cancer.
I have a fair amount of back pain and bloating too, so that worried me, but it’s the inflammation around that maybe that probably pokes my CA125 a little high.
Your GP just said, sorry to phone with ‘bad news’ as they have to refer you for a scan. They over egged it a bit there.
But you are alive now and acting as if you will be dead tomorrow. You will be fine. Don’t waste the energy on this worrying. Enjoy your children, taste the food, smell the roses. Go to the scan.