Hi there. I don't know what to expect from this thread. Some reassurance and a virtual hug maybe. But my story so far is that for the last year I've had bleeding from my back passage (sorry tmi) every time I have a bowel movement . Sometimes there's mucous with it . I left going to my GP because I was scared of what they would tell me. However I ended up in my nearest A and E last Monday because my health anxiety just got out of control. The doctor was so understanding. They did a full blood count and a digital rectal exam. Everything came back clear. Abdominal exam didn't find any lumps and the rectal exam showed no piles or lumps. No anaemia . All bloods were within normal range. I have no pain whatsoever. However I gave a stool sample which I'm getting the results of tomorrow and a colonoscopy is being arranged. I keep having the urge to empty my bowels all the time. I am at my wits end because all I keep thinking is I'm going to die of bowel cancer. I have small kids , I'm on my own and I'm just so scared. Any advice would be really helpful please. Thank you x