I'm currently having chemo for breast cancer, and in the midst of all the horribleness of diagnosis and surgery and losing my hair I couldn't help but think "at least I'll lose a bit of weight".
I know, it's not the thing to think about but I've always been at the very top end of healthy on the BMI scale and the last year or 2 it's slowly crept into the overweight range.
I thought it might be the only silver lining in a rubbish year.
Turns out it's the opposite, I am at least a kilo heavier every chemo session weigh in, every 2 weeks!
In the beginning I blamed the steroids, I was just so hungry all the time. But now I'm only having one lot of IV steroids and appetite has gone back to normal, and it's still going on at a rate.
Everyone I speak to about it says it's great I have an appetite and not to worry, plenty of time to lose it later etc.
While of course I know they're right it's hard not to worry, after I finish this treatment I have radiotherapy then 5 years of hormone therapy with ovarian suppression which will put me into an chemical menopause and I know it's likely to be much harder to lose weight then.
Anyone else in the same situation? Id love to hear I'm not alone!