when i was expecting my son, i just assumed i would exclusively breast feed him - i never thought of feeding him any other way, i just thought it was natural and just what was done - i had no idea how controversial the whole subject actually was.
i've been breast feeding him exclusively now for 9 weeks, not had any problems at all.
now however, i'm wondering if i should stop. following on from the mother & baby article re the sagging (this wouldn't make me stop by the way, although my boobs do look horrendous now - they've gone from amazing to very droopy...), i decided to have a bit more of a look into it but have come across lots of stuff about chemicals in breast milk.
if there is a chance i am filling my baby full of toxic chemicals by breast feeding him, i could't ever forgive myself. (i used to smoke for about 10 years, i work in a smelly chemical laboratory, i used to use loads of fancy face creams and fake tans with god knows what in them etc)
i'm concerned that maybe breast isn't best after all.
if there are nasties in my milk then i can only see that formula must be safer? i know plenty of people who were formula fed as babies and there is absolutely nothing wrong with them at all, they've managed just fine without their mothers antibodies and none of them are obese.
and maybe if i stop now i'll still have a chance of minimising the damage to my boobs.
i'm having a real crisis of conscience now and i don't know what to do?