I think I might be about to give up Breast feeding.
Well, I'm not technically BF at the moment - I have been expressing for the last 3 weeks. DD now 4 weeks old.
First it was mega cracked nipples (one still has not healed properly making even expressing sore) then awful deep breast thrush - and I have tried - I've had a v expensive specialist come round to help me - and I am going to a support group tomorrow but the combination of her small mouth versus my massive nipples and boobs is just hideous and makes latching on very difficult.
So, I can't go on with the expressing then feeding thing - otherwise its all I ever do and DD1 needs some attention too.
Didn't manage to BF DD1 due to cleft palate so really have been trying - but think I need advice on what bottles to use. DD1 had special squeezy bottles and the bottles I'm using at the moment are the 3 free boots ones that came with the steriliser - and they're crap: all the measurements have rubbed off already. DD2 very difficult to wind and a ferocious sucker - any suggestions?
I feel such a failure. But who knows, maybe tomorrow will do the trick?!