My DD is 11 weeks old. BFing has been really difficult, and I seem to have had every BFing problem in the book. She's my second child - I didn't manage to BF my first past 2 weeks (I had no idea how painful it could be and was very ill-prepared to deal with it). I then beat myself up for weeks after and felt like a terrible failure. Silly, I know, but it made me feel more determined to work harder at BFing my second baby.
I think I've had thrush in my breasts for several weeks but only got it diagnosed a couple of weeks ago. Have done one week on Daktarin cream for me, gel for DD. No change. So for last 3 days have been on Canesten solution for me, Daktarin gel for DD and a course of Fluconazole. But I've just had the most excruciatingly painful feed ever where I cried the whole way through. Is this normal? Is it really going to get better? Because I just feel enough is enough now and am wondering how I can put myself through any more of this. I know I'll be mortified to stop feeding and will probably cry for a week, so don't want to stop really, but this feels like madness.