@MrsBlob thank you so much for your reply
. I feel ridiculous admitting this, but I am also a midwife 🤣 i work on triage and birth centre (and often get pulled to delivery suite) but feel completely out of my depth at this point 🤣
She had a tongue tie which was seperated at 11 days old. At day 5 she'd only lost 7% and was never jaundiced, so we thought everything was going well. On day 14 she wasn't bsck to birthweight and had only gained 10g/day. She got back to birthweight by three weeks but really slowly and they'd started me triple feeding to increase supply. This was not sustainable.
We introduced formula at 3 weeks but she only had 3 top ups before my supply increased and was able to top up with EBM.
I've seen a lactation specialist, cranial osteopath and specialised infant feeding teams who all think she latches well - but she doesn't gain weight without the top ups 😓 so that's why I'm pumping.
I've started getting blocked ducts in my left side every other day and it's agonising, and the left nipple keeps vasoconstricting and bring agonising.
I take breastfeeding supplements and fenugreek.
I spent a week pretty much in bed/on sofa in skin to skin trying to establish breastfeeding but it doesn't seem to have worked.
I'm really grateful for the advice, it's really good advice I just feel like lots of it isn't working for us for some reason.
I'm diagnosed PTSD from a sexual assault in my 20s and this is beginning to take a toll on my mental health. I'm considering cutting out all pumping and giving formula off she's still hungry, and if my supply dies and she's a formula fed baby then I've tried my best. I'm just so sad.