Had little baby Finn 3 weeks ago at home under water after a calm pregnancy and an 8 hour delivery which couldn't have gone better. I was so keen to keep Finn calm and happy but the breastfeeding has been such a problem. At first, incorrect positioning made the nipples bleed and feeding was usually done in tears. Had some great help from an NCT cousellor and thought it was all sorted, with a little pain but nothing like as bad as it had been. But the nipples got infected which resulted in me taking antibiotics and live yoghurt to try and stem possible thrush. Two days ago after what we thought had been a good week, the midwife weighed Finn and instead of a weight gain he had lost weight. I have felt like such a failure and that I have let the little fella down so soon. We were told that we would have to supplement with formula after every feed which we have done and the weight is creeping up. But does anyone know if you can realistically combine the two - Finn is already getting a bit lazy and getting latched on is continuing to be stressful for both of us. I have tried so hard, but there is so much conflicting advice where do you turn?? The feelings of guilt are stopping me enjoying my first baby.