to breastfeed my little DS2 past 6 weeks. And even then, I mix fed him from day 5. And I just want to tell someone about it, because thinking about it is making me sob tonight. With DS1 the same thing happened. I never had enough milk, though I fed him like a maniac, rested, ate, drank loads of water, took fenugreek, didn't eat lentils or sage, had accupuncture, had reflexology, saw 3 breast feeding advisors, read every thing going, expressed, expressed, expressed etc etc. And same this time, with DS2 and I took Domperidone. I just feel this terrible sense of inadequacy. In ten or twenty years time I think I am still going to feel terrible that I couldn't breastfeed either of them properly. I felt so humiliated taking a bottle out to put into his poor little mouth in the park today, so utterly crap. I feel as if nothing will ever make up for this, and my breasts are aching as if they need to be emptied but I know from bitter and exhaustive experience that even with all the above, both my sons were happy while they were on the breast but screaming for more milk 3-10 minutes later ( after up to an hour breastfeeding.) This is a ramble, but I just need to get it out. I have had so much support on here and I am very grateful. I know the most important thing is feeding my baby but I am so regretful that my body couldn't manage it.