Ff dc's and considering BF next LO

[Mrspedro]

I have a 4,5,6yr old and pregnant with our fourth. I FF the others for which I have feel guilty and have decided to try to BF this time. Oddly none of my family, dh's family or many close friends have BF and I think this was one of the primary reasons I decided not to with the others ( the awkwardness of feeding the first grandchild in front of father in law and brothers etc...seems silly now, but was a concern for me at the time.......that said I'd still feel uneasy feeding with them around but would be fine in public) anyhow....my Q is: am I crazy to be even contemplating BF when it's all new? Dh will be off work for only a week, and when the baby is 2wks I will actually have six kids in my care. I keep reading suggestions of making a 'cosy spot' for the day and let baby feed when people have posted about cluster feeds etc but I know I WILL not be able to sit all day :( if only!! Obviously I'll have help...I guess I'm just worried I won't have help at the times I need it

Hi I have two kids ones 6 and ones 1. I never by my 6 year old cuz I was young and embarrassed about it. Buy I bf my second and it was fine I just went were there was no1 around if you can't sit down all the time there is a baby carrier you can put them in whilst your walkie and can feed them that way Ot you can express and bottle feed that way so the baby is still getting breast milk and others can help as well