This isn't my first post on here, DD of nearly 5 weeks has had problems with breastfeeding from the start. She's mostly FF with whatever I can express or get her to take from the breast. Because she's had so many different forms of feeding (breast,nipple shield,cup,bottle) I feel like she won't go back to breast. Whenever I try she latches on fine, does a few deep sucks and swallows then starts fussing (bobbing on and off, twisting her head, kicking, grabbing and crying) it gets stressful for her and me and nothing seems to help infacol and winding, trying the other breast etc. I think supply is going down as expressed amount is getting less and less. I've tried talking to HV but she just said to offer the breast first and to make sure I BF at night to keep supply up but how can I if she won't stay on? I looked in to seeing a lactation consultant but there's only 1 near my area which I can't afford right now. Sorry for the long post but I feel as if there's no way back and if me and baby find it stressful then it would be best to leave it but my conscience and HV etc. means I feel guilty and that I should try my best to continue.