The bckground - I bf my ds till 15m and only stopped when he self weaned as I was pg. I really wanted to do extended bf-ing then and was sad that I couldn't.
This time round it's so different- I can't wait till dd stops bf. and I feel guilty for feeling that way! She feeds at least 4 times a night (we are trying ncss with limited success) and I've gotten into the habit of feeding to sleep (which of course makes things worse as its now a comfort as well as a source of food). Ds refuses to move into his bed and is sill occupying his cot so dd is in bed with us for now (so my boobs are all too easily accessible). I don't really want to stop bf so soon (although it is very tempting as I think moving to formula will be easier and i'll get more sleep). Please inspire me to continue??