My dd is 7 months and im still breastfeeding her she only has a couple of small feeds in the day as she doesnt seem interested in any more than that, and she has a feed before she goes to bed at 7pm and then she sleeps through til 7am which is obviously great, she doesnt seem too bothered about the breastfeeding but i think we both appreciate the closeness it brings us, BUT im very very convinced i have depression, it is getting considerably worse, i dont sleep well i cry at nothing, i am a permanent moody grumpy stressed out, misey to be around and im getting so im making life hard for my family as all i do is shout and snap - im a real wreck, and the only way i can help myself is to stop bfeeding and get some AD's. Dd is my third child and i have had PND before and i recognise all the signs, and i know its only going to get worse if i dont get some help soon, my problem is that dd is my last baby i wont have any more and i really love our bfeeding relationship, to give it up will bother me greatly and i know its going to break my heart everytime she roots for me! what the hell do i do, im finding everything so hard to cope with at the moment