DS is 18 mos and currently I just feed him when he wakes up in the morning. At this point it's really just a habit - it doesn't feel as if he's actually drinking properly, recently he's just had one side anyway and when he's finished he runs straight to the kitchen to bang on the fridge...If my husband gets him up in the morning he is quite happy without a breast feed (um, DS not DH obvs). I have been thinking that I would like to stop completely now. We've had a good run and I'm irritated by the constant grabbing at my top when he's bored or grumpy. And then I feel shitty for getting irritated! But I would like to be able to have a cuddle with him on the sofa without him reaching for my boobs. We travel a fair bit and obviously BF'ing has been a huge help to keep him settled on the plane and when staying in unfamiliar places - but I'd like to be able to take a trip without having my boobs out the whole time.
On the other hand I feel really sad about stopping! I don't know if we will have another baby and I've enjoyed breastfeeding. I also somehow feel that there should be something special about the last BF. Is that ridiculous?? I just fed him down for his nap for the first time in about 6 months because he was having a meltdown. And he dozed off and it was lovely and snuggly and I thought 'right, maybe this should be the last time'. But the stupid bloody microwave was pinging in the kitchen so I couldn't just lay down next to him and relish it! OK, now that I've typed this I realise how stupid it sounds 
I don't really know what my question is. Just wanted to get it out and hear from other people how you've dealt with the emotions around winding up breastfeeding and how other babies have responded when mum has made the decision to stop. Thanks :)