@Genesgirl
I loved the book, thanks Gillian. I didn't dislike all the characters the way I did with say 'The Slap'. Agree, didn't like Amy but maybe cos I started off rooting for her (ie. the first half, the diary version of Amy it was hard to change.) I agree with someone else who said Nick knew his flaws and was trying to be better albeit in a haphazard, too relaxed way. Also agree with someone else and thought some language was unnecessarily crude. My question is did you ever had another ending in mind? I thought Nick would kill her in the end in a sort of 'Fatal attraction' ending. He'd been provoked enough. In the end I just worried for the baby......In summary, a great book and probably better for having an unpredictable, non standard ending IMO.
Thank you for such thoughtful comments!
As for the language: Yeah, I curse like a sailor, and I thought Nick and Amy would too. Amy more once she's on the loose, and trying to put up a shell; I thought she'd think that Ozark Amy would curse. Nick, he just takes after me!
And here I will address THE ENDING!
SO SPOILER ALERT: STOP READING if you haven't reached the end!
First of all, I'm aways very interested to hear how people thought it should end, so everyone feel free to chime in.
I did consider several different endings, and none of them worked for me. I didn?t want Amy to go to jail?she?s Amazing Amy! She?s not going to let that happen. And I didn?t want her killed off. Nick wouldn?t do that. He loves her, as crazy as their relationship is. And to have someone else do it is putting him back in the place where he started out?passive, letting someone else do the hard work.
People tell me a lot that they want justice. I wasn?t interested in justice for Amy?this isn?t what the book is about. It?s not a morality tale. It's a love story, in a way, and not all love stories end happily. I wanted it to feel realistic, and this is what felt realistic to me. We all know those couples who become toxically addicted to each other. They like the gamesmanship of their marriage?they have found a worthy nemesis who also happens to be their soul mate. As Nick says: He wants to be a better man than he is. He is a lazy guy; he wants someone who will force him to be smarter, wittier, more considerate, better. And in turn, Amy needs him to love her. He makes her laugh, he gives her perspective. You know, it?s tragically romantic. I like open endings; I think they're much more unsettling than a big ka-pow! That said, I understand it's not for everyone. My hope is that even if you didn't like the ending, you can still like the book?if it made you think, or feel, or squirm, or get angry, or laugh?if you wanted to talk to a friend or a spouse about it, then wonderful. That's the goal.