due feb and in love with my ex who is not the father of my lo we split 2 years ago

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i just need some advice, i split with my ex 2 years ago i didnt feel ready to be tied down so i ended things got with someone else who i am now pregnant by and he is waste of space we are no longer together due to lies that he has told and he is so unrealiable, i just cant work out if i do love my ex of 2 years ago or am i just feeling lonly i know that if this was his lo he would have been there for her no matter what im confused

Sorry hunny, I have no advice but {{hugs}} When my DH was a shit, I thought I still loved my ex, but it's just the loneliness and wanting that feeling of love again... You obviously split for a reason... you'll find someone perfect one day

i guess thats wot it is i have just always felt this way about him even be4 i was pregnant i just ended it as i felt pressure to do so people always got in the way and i listend to them never mind time will heal the pain i leave work at 8 for 9 months so wont being seeing ex everyday like i have been as we work in same building im going to miss him so much