Dear Jess,
Hiya, its just me. I've been thinking about you so much recently. I miss you. Your little nephew is due in just a few weeks now, and I can't tell you how much I wish you were here - mainly because you'd have been doing this first and I could really do with my big sister telling me its all going to be okay!!
Mum is starting to get really nervous, as you can imagine. Greatly enjoying looking at all the stuff, and of course nagging the hell out of me. You'd be giggling and smirking about it all I'm quite sure - and probably joining in with her in the preparations, cooing and panicking.
I really wish you were here.
Jessie I'm so frightened by everything, and I know you would understand better than anyone. My partner is wonderful, I'm certain you'd get on with him like a house on fire, but I just wish you were here to hold my hand through this all.
I just can't believe how much I'm missing you right now.
I hope you're looking down and reading this, rolling your eyes at my soppy thoughts, and getting ready to drive all the other angels bonkers talking about how gorgeous your nephew is!!
I love you. x