Sometimes we don't see people for a long time, but just knowing they are somewhere out there in the world makes the world a brighter and happier place.
This month I learned my Uncle had passed away, he was a great age but it doesn't make it easier. He had such an infectious laugh, I can still hear it and when I picture him I can still see his smiling face.
I have just heard that my brother's friend has passed away, he was too young to go. Again such a cheerful optimistic person, I can still see him smile and laugh. When I was a teenager I used to send him valentine cards and received them in turn from him, always with jokey messages, I can't believe I won't see him again.
I also had a MC this year, I believe my baby would have been a girl, just have a feeling. In my mind I have named her Suzanne, it feels better giving my child a name.
I believe that my baby, Uncle and friend have all gone to a better place. Thank-you to Mumsnet that I have somewhere to post this message as it feels better to share this with other people.