DH is flying out to be with dying MIL on Monday...I'm in bits at the whole situation and stressing the plane will crash and DS will be left without a Daddy..

[PussinJimmyChoos]

How the hell do I get a grip on myself?

I've only just finished taking my ADs for PND and so I'm not 100% strong and have decided the best way to deal with it for now is to stay with my mum for a few weeks. I'll have the help I need with DS and will also be on standby to fly out if I'm needed

I'm not coping though So far the stay is booked for three weeks. I know DH has to go and I've done nothing but be supportive for him because this is awful for him, but three weeks feels an AWFUL long time and I'm going to miss him so much

He will be fine
You will be fine
DS will be fine
The plane won't crash

Aww...that's just what I wanted to hear...christ, its a good job mnet isn't via camera as I look well scary - eyes like pissholes in the snow!