I am almost 12 years down the line since my lovely DD died.
I am at a stage where I have learned to live with it though it’s still obviously painful and I will never be quite the same.
What I’m doing is reaching out to other bereaved Mothers especially ones who are at the stage where it’s a daily struggle to just exist without their children because I remember being quite frankly severely depressed and struggling with everything.
Love to you all and I hope you find some peace.