Not sure really sure why I'm posting, maybe just hoping for some advice or positive stories about how life goes on...
I'm sat at my lovely mum's bedside. She is dying of cancer, she has days left but the person she was had already gone. She is comfortable and sleeping, not sure she knows I am here. I feel robbed. She is 69 and until recently was so fit and healthy, glamorous and beautiful. I have young children who will never remember her. How does life go on? She's still here but I'm grieving - I'll never have another conversation with her, glass of wine, hug etc. I can't imagine ever going back to work or not crying all the time. Does it ever get easier? Please someone tell me if does or I don't know how I will cope. Thank you x