Hi I lost my Mum 2 months ago very sudden and unexpectedly. I had just had a baby who was only 1 week old at the time. I have other children who were so close to their Nan.
I feel like with a new baby I haven't processed anything. I've had a tiny human to look after and now I am finding myself either breaking down in tears, being very angry or just wanting to be alone. I keep wanting to call her or text her and it takes me a while to process that she isn't here anymore.
I feel like no one checks in anymore to see how we are and it's "old news" almost. Just posting to type out how I am feeling really. I just feel so numb and empty. I miss her so much 😭