I thought I'd share my blunder that happened today. Now for context I recently lost my dad so heads not fully on things it should be.. I had a dentist appointment today and had to fill forms out as you do when you 1st register with one.. go to appointment all goes well yep I need a lot of work from the mess HG left my teeth in. And she then asks me what is an exploring smoker.. throwing out suggestions of going to different countries to smoke or different parts of the UK. Even if I ment substances.. well I crack up going nooo stood there laughing my head off at what had happened. In between fits of laughter I explained I put ex smoker! Auto correct changed it and I didn't look 😂.. thankfully the dentist saw the funny side. Probs the highlight of her day/week.
Was the thing I needed. Definitely somthing dad would take mick out of bless him.
So having shared that i guess I want to say it's OK to have these moments of happiness, its only been 2 weeks and im all over the shop. Angry with mum for not having dad a headstone engraved with his name. (He wants to be scattered with nan n grandad) but dare not say anything as don't want to upset her more. Confused why I can't cry.. mum refused to pay 4k for an actual funeral or have a wake. So he was shipped off to the crem without anyone there. Then wee moments of happiness with my boy and finding my blunder funny.