Crush after spouse died

[Chopsy70]

I lost my husband 5 months ago today. I've just gone on holiday and met an older man.
I'm really confused, there was nothing romantic but it feels like a crush. He was very similar to my husband albeit much older.
I've come home and I feel like I really miss him, then I feel guilty.
I don't know what to make of it at all. Is it just the grief? I want to contact him but my head says it would be a mistake. I don't want a relationship but it was nice spending time with someone new who seemed to get me. All at sea today?

Five months is so early, give yourself a break. Missing being understood and feeling guilty after enjoying someone’s company can exist at the same time. I wouldn’t treat one holiday connection like destiny or betrayal, maybe just proof that part of you is still alive.