Physically sore missing my Dad today.

[Authorinwaiting]

My Daddy died very suddenly in 2019. I found him and couldn't resuscitate him.

I miss him every day but thought I was dealing with it. Until this morning. I was watching a program were the Father was talking at his daughters wedding.

Daddy died 5 months before my wedding and he never got to speak.

I've been so upset about it and feel a pain in my chest I am so sad and miss him so much. Like to the core of my body I miss him.

Will this pass? Why all of a sudden has this hit me so hard.

It’s 10 years yesterday when I lost my dear Dad. I feel guilty as I at a works Christmas party enjoying myself when he died in hospital alone. I do now remember the good and funny times, but I still have a cry and expect I will spend Christmas Day thinking about him and how he loved Christmas with us.