Iv made it public now...sorry about that girls

[summersun06]

Iv made the site for Layla public now, I dont know im not great with computers its [[http://layla.szafranski.muchloved.com

Lots of love and (((hugs)))) to you and your family. Your memorial site is beautiful and what lovely pictures of your beautiful girls x thinking of you x

Thank you so much Jezzemx x

she looks a beautiful little girl. so sorry for your loss

Thank you morocco

It is beautiful

thank you kathryn77

i don't know your story, summersun, but i'm so sorry for your loss.
layla was beautiful - as are your other dds - and you'll always be her mum.
you all look so happy in the pics.
thinking of you
take care

I remember you from your previous thread and wondered how you were getting on. SO glad you're feeling a little stronger. MN is a ggod place to be - its given me a lot of strength (not that I have any problems really on the grand scheme). The memorial is beautiful as are your 3 girls. Sorry for your loss, but at the same time glad you have the strength to have memories.

Thank you so much for you kind words stepfordwife, we were very happy and Im so blessed to have Layla as my daughter and be her mum.

Thank you Chrissnow, Christmas was a very hard time and thats why I haven't beeen around for a while, but I saw someone else on MN with one these memorial sites and I thought it was a lovely idea. Im really pleased I did. Your right MN is really nice to visit and chat when you are feeling low and happy, hopefully there are some happier time ahead in 2008 for us all

i'm humbled by your bravery, summersun (and i know you probably don't think of yourself as 'brave' or 'special"..just getting on with it..)
but it puts things in perspective
you're so right, children are a blessing
take care

had a look at your site what a wonderful thing to do in your daughters memory she will always live on in your heart and in her twin sister

she will alwys share a bond with her and that will be a big comfort i myself am a twin and share agreat bond with my brother

i'm sorry for your loss but i bet your happy to have these memories of her than none at all my heart goes out to you all

thank you for sharing your beautiful girl with the rest of us xx

Thank you so much girls, you have sent me some lovely messages xx

Summer
You should be so proud of yourself that you have the strength and courage to create such a beautiful memorial to your little girl and that you keep so strong for the rest of your family. I have twins too who are thankfully health now but we had some rocky times at their birth. I will give them a huge kiss tonight when I go to bed and think of your little Layla. You are right, you will be together with her again. What a truly wonderful mum you are.

Thank you so much NicMac, I never feel like I have strength but I guess I do really. No body ever says that though so thank you. If it was you that wrote the lovely message on Laylas tribute site, thank you! You are very lucky to have your twins we must treature such wonderful gifts as I sure you do. Thank you again xx

Summer - I have been really down for the past few days after very recently having a miscarriage at 8 weeks. Seeing your beautiful tribute site to your lovely daughter, Layla, has helped me understand that I'm certainly not the only one hurting at the moment. (I hope that doesn't sound wrong). I think I should try to stop wallowing in self pitting and move on now. Your memorial is a lovely tribute to your daughter who was obviously so loved by you and your family. I wish you strength and happiness and much love.

Take care.
xxxx

Hi Fandango..I so sorry to hear of your loss also, your right there are many peolple out there who are hurting at this time too. I dont believe I am wallowing in self pity but Im grieving for the lose of my daughter its only been 5 months since she died and Im never going to be able to move on either. THank you for your message take care xxxx

I hope you don't think I meant you were wallowing. Oh my goodness I feel awful now. What I meant was - what you have gone through is far worse than my loss. I have a 12 month old daughter and I know it would kill me if anything happened to her. Please accept my apologies if my post sounded insensitive (I'm all over the place at the moment). I'm so sorry. I think what you have done is so lovely and I know you must have got so much comfort from creating and updating the site.

hugs and kisses xxx

Its ok Fandango, Its so hard to write things in context when your on line or even texts. With everybody that loses someone it is hard for them, and if there 8 weeks in the womb or 11 months old its an awful thing to go though for anyone, so dont worry and I am also think about you in your time of pain {{hugs}} xx