5 years today

[Songbird21]

It’s 5 years today since we lost my Dad. He was diagnosed with leukaemia in April 2017 and died in July. He was only 49.

It’s harder this year because I have a beautiful 11 week old baby girl. I’m so sad he never got to meet her. He would have been such a brilliant grandad.

its just really crap and unfair and I’m having a bit of a wallow

Awful I know. My stepdad died in 2011 and I still can’t have pics of him on show. I dont personally see the point of what if he was here he’d see my DCs doing x and y. It never helped me to dwell on those. I think of him at random moments but I can’t dwell.