Anniversary of my husbands death

[Magdellena]

I am really struggling today - it’s 9 years since my husband went to work and never came home.I usually manage ok but on the date I just remember every detail from the knock on the door from his boss and the having to tell my adult sons. I have now 2 grand daughters he has never met - I get so angry and bitter as I just see the years stretching forward - we had so many plans. I will be fine tomorrow - everyone thinks I am ok as it’s been so long but I feel so bereft and alone.

So sorry. It must be so hard. Sending you virtual hugs

You could benefit from talking to your GP. Grief can take many forms but at some point you have to start living - but to do that you have to move past the anger and the unfairness that he never got to se your grandchild etc . Acceptance is a big part of being able to live again

💔So sorry OP. Take care of yourself.

So sorry take care 💕