I will start by saying I am absolutely not suicidal but if I went to bed tonight and didn't wake up then I wouldn't be sad about it. It's only been 11 weeks since DH died but I feel worse today than I did on the day he died. I am not depressed but I am grieving. I am waiting to start counselling with the hospice and I almost phone CRUSE today but I didn't know what I wanted to say so I didn't. I took myself out for a walk but it just made me miss him all the more. I am so tired of missing him. I just want him to come back, to come bounding through the door or to send me those daft texts he used to send me when he had a spare moment telling me about something and nothing and usually encouraging me to take it easy and put my feet up.
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Today is one of those days, I want to go to bed and not wake up
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bloodywhitecat · 13/05/2022 19:21
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