She was born with life limiting condition which we were aware of during pregnancy but wanted to continue and give her much love and support whilst preparing ourselves. Fast forward and passed away at 7wks nothing could prepare me and I felt so lost but tried to keep busy and was managing. It’s coming up to 7wks since she’s been gone and hitting me like tonne of bricks. I miss her so much and write about her, watch her videos and photos every day. I was early 40s when she came via ivf so unlikely to have another child but tbh that’s fill me with guilt. I feel so empty without my girl but try to get comfort she’s better now up in heaven. My bereavement midwife is ok and we try connect with other support groups but this is harder than I could ever of imagined. I miss her on my chest 