NC'd for this.
FIL has died. A range of medical conditions but it seems they all got worse over the last few weeks. DH got to the hospital just in time. He hadn't seen his DF since the summer as we were trying to protect each other from covid. Bloody stupid hateful pandemic.
I am beside myself. DH is numb, silent and is quietly processing it all. I'm trying my best to support DH, letting him know I'm here and doing the housework and stuff for DC but I am so distraught and wish I could turn back the clock of the last few months and tell DH to stuff covid and go see his Dad. Obviously I know that sort of thinking is so unhelpful.
Thanks for reading.