inquest

[hazygirl]

sorry but am so nervous due at coroners court at ten ,im so scared what if i make a prat and cry i still find it hard it was ten months ago yesterday, i just want closure ,but i dont want to forget, last week i got a new granddaughter she is so lovely ,i held her for ages yesterday undressed her and bathed her with her parents she is so sweet you girls were right once shes here ,i was so scared but i love her to bits she will never be a replacement for her brother,she is his sister, thanks for helping me through the last few months i turned that corner GGG You were right i had to get out of the black hole. your advice was right spot on, i wish you so much happiness,nobody deserves it more than youx

thanks ,my grandson died on 1st dec he was nearly 3 months old ,cot death, im just nervous and everyone else here is asleep,i cant sleep

thinking of you today
the anticipation of what is to come must feel really hard
if you cry, you cry and it won't make you a pratt

thinking of you today x

wISHING you much strength Hazygirl, for you and your family. How is your daughter doing?

I also wanted to say that that is exactly how we think of our baby - he/she is the Maude's little brother or sister and will never replace her or be in her shadow.

You need to get through today, it is all part of what will make the impossible survivable.

xxx

Been thinking about you today hazygirl and wishing you strength. It's such an unreal situation, one of many we survive along this road. Hope you get some of the answers you are seeking. Did you get my email at the weekend?

Someone remarked on the day of the funeral that at least we have DS as a replacement for his sister - er no, he is her brother and will be his own person, much loved as she is.

GGG how are you - sent a (long) rambly email a while ago, did you receive it?

they recorded a verdict of natural causes, no reason they were lovely really helpful.ggg my daughter is fine she didnt attend ,she had a lovely baby girl last monday, shes fine, how r u,and your family, thanks for your help,you made me relise life had to go on, i needed that ,at the time life had ended,for us i promise im out of black hole, im on ads but will kick it eventually,

zeebee thanks for your email i never check it i will get my hubby to teach me to email you back i am a bit thick with it ,thanks for your message it was lovely and so right

Glad to hear it's over and everyone was kind and helpful. The level of assistance from the professionals shows how the death of a baby or young child affects everyone so deeply. Hope it has also proved to be the marker in your grieving process that you hoped it would be.

No worries about emailing back, just wanted to check you had it. Take good care and enjoy all your grandchildren.

thanks it is another hurdle over, the last thing we can do for him,besides tending to his grave, how old is your little one

about the last thing you can do for him, you kjnow what I think about that...........
DS is a fabulous 8m. As he's not a good sleeper I'm off to bed now so might be more organised for school run tomorrow!

Only just saw this hazygirl
Sending you lots of love, like you said another hurdle jumped

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