How do I deal with it

[Daisysandviolets]

I'm struggling to deal with my grandad who is about to pass, he isn't going to be coming home from the hospital and I'm not allowed to visit due to covid and being 7 months pregnant. I only saw him last Sunday and can't believe this will be the last time I saw him, and I'm just really struggling to process if all and deal with it. My mums also on her own and lives with him and I know she will be broken but I need to be strong for her and not let it affect the baby but I just feel so devastated everything reminds me of him and I just don't know what to do.

Hello
So sorry you are going through such a difficult time. You don’t always have to be strong. Allowing yourself to ‘let it out’ maybe healthier than bottling it up?? When the baby comes it will bring your family, and especially your Mum, a great amount of joy.
I know it will be of little comfort but knowing you are loved doesn’t go away when you leave the room. He and your Mum and you know deep down you are loved by each other