My beautiful mum, 63 passed on the 12th, I can't belive it, she had been unwell for years but had so much desire for life and fun. It happened all so quick I still can't take it in, nor do I want to. I love her so much it was always the 2 of us. My mum was a only child, the last of her relatives died a few years ago, divorced from dad who I don't have much to do with, didn't remarry as she become unwell not long after, most of out life it was me and her, she was amazing. I'm married with a little baby, it just makes things even more sad that now planning her funeral there will only be a handful of people, the last 3 years spent in a care home, no family apart my my husband, 2 friends of hers, she was amazibg but this cruel Ms illness took so much away from her, I could not love her anymore she was my world I'm not sure how to cope without her