It's harder than I thought it would be. I think the thing that kept me positive when I thought about how I would cope with this week was the thought that I would be pregnant again by now and have another date to look forward to and feel positive about. That hasn't happened; in fact I have since MCd again (march). I feel OK but I know that at the back of my mind I'm not really iyswim. I talked to dh about it and he couldn't really help, says it happens to lots of women and we can move on from it...don't think it's the same for dads. I was only 6-7 weeks pg but that hasn't lessened it at all and nobody else has remembered. Dh said that there are lots of things that have happened to both of us that are painful and we don't register the dates of them because it doesn't help - I feel like I have coped with both of them really well (he disagrees)but it was this week I was dreading.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not a mess and am still positive but it is preying on my mind and as the due date gets closer and closer (Friday) I start thinking about it more.
Do you think that once I pass the date I can move on easier becasue there are no more 'significant' dates to overcome? PArt of me thinks that is why I haven't conceived again in that my body wanted to get through the 40 weeks it should have done...does that make sense?