Last night I Dreamt of my " grandad" and my mother.. I was close to my grandad (my stepfathers dad) and until I was an adult the only grandchild he and his wife had... My mother was there as well and we were in his house talking about how he had moved things around and where the TV now would go. In he walked me out and gave me a hug. As I was about to go. As I woke I could still smell him near and feel that solid presence of the man I loved so dearly.. Could hear my mother "arguing" over who would drive who back to her and my stepdads place..
It would have been my mums birthday today too...
Grandad died 13 years ago and my mum 3 and today Im in tears missing two people I loved... I don't recall last time I felt that way... Sent my stepdad a message and asked him to tell them both I missed them when he visits the graves (They are in the same church yard) he had replied saying he is on his way there now..
Its that whole
“Death leaves a heartache no one can heal,
love leaves a memory no one can steal."