It will be 10 years ago tomorrow since my daughter died.. she was nearly 2 years old & had life limiting disabilities so although it came out of the blue it wasn't totally unexpected..
I'm not at work tomorrow thankfully but with my children at school & no family close by I will be spending the day alone.. Been trying to think of things to keep my mind occupied.. a long overdue sort out of my wardrobe & a nice long dog walk but scared that when I wake up tomorrow I'll just want to curl up in a ball. Her grave isn't near me but family have decorated it for me at the weekend. Don't want to fall apart as I've come so far plus got to put my public face on for the school run tomorrow.