I've really struggled since my dad dies in the summer I've realised that my mum has lots of support from family and friends as she lives in the same town they'd lived in for 50 years. I am miles away and no one else around me ever met my dad so I can't reminisce about him to anyone.my brother and best friend (who knew him well) live overseas I.e. Long haul which makes me feels so on my own with things.id love to just sit in the pub with someone who knew him and have a good natter/cry over a pint. Anyone else has similar....x