I have a very ill grandad, I don't know how long he has left, he brought me up and has always been there for me through everything.
He's not "himself" anymore if that makes sense, he's lying in bed emotional less not knowing who anyone is and repeating words that don't make much sense, I'm heartbroken that I am losing him.
After seeing him tonight it has really hit and upset me, when we got home (myself. Dd, dp) I went upstairs for an hour by myself. I came back down to dp abruptly saying "Have you been asleep?!" I hadn't but was obviously upset.
Dd in bed and just been sat on the sofa dp hasn't said a word to me, is just sat on the opposite side on his phone, I've came back up and got into bed!
I don't know what I'm expecting, I don't know if it's just me with how I'm feeling but I really have the urge to just tell him to fuck off, I'm losing a person that means so so much to me and I just don't think he understands? Just sat on his phone. Do I sound pathetic?
I'm devastated and my dp can't even say anything to me or show anything while I'm feeling like this.