if you do then why do you? my mum and aunty died within 3 months, mum in october and aunty in january, when id been speaking too after my mums death, my aunty had been ill over christmas and new year and she seemed to perk up and thats when i spoke to her, i said i thought you were going to die, anyway when we were on the subject i said to her when you do please give me a sign that there is an after life, but anyway ive had nowt.
a few weeks after my mum had died a little robin redbreast landed on my garden gate when i was having a fag, then it jumped onto the fence on my right, then jumped onto the grass right in front of me and this has never happened before.
After my aunty died i went into the school playground and decided to shelter from the wind, too look down and there was a white feather at my feet, anyway both these things could mean complete coinsidence, so who is to say there is actually an after life??????