So I have written in miscarriage loss, but I needed to say somewhere what I'm going to do - maybe that's selfish I need sone support
On Monday me and my lovely partner will decide how we say goodbye to our baby that was not able to make it in this world
I've been so lucky the sister at the Basingstoke EPU was wonderful as was her student nurse - we are going to thank them personally
Today I spoke to their suggested funeral director who was also amazing and she will collect my tiny baby and put him to sleep in a tiny white coffin - I double up in pain at the thought of my baby in a coffin not in my arms
I'm going to knit a little yellow blanket
We are going to put pictures of everyone who would have loved him in his little sleeping place
We are then going to take his ashes to the place he was conceived
I've never felt such sadness