21 years and 1hr today. Hard to fathom how time freezes with a loss like this. You are as big a part of my life now as you were then, forever present, talked about, thought about and yearned after. You exist in the shadows but I long to see you in the sunlight. Hiraeth is the Welsh word which sums it up for me.
Not a day goes by. You'd have made an amazing Dad, Uncle.
I promise to look after our Mum until the time she joins you. She's my everything but she misses you dearly and that wound will never heal. Not for any of us.
You are one of the very few reasons that I hang on to my faith, because if I continue to believe, then I continue to hope to see you once again.
Sleep tight, dear brother.