I feel numb. We lost my mum 5 years ago. Her death was sudden but she pain suffered RA for a very long time and i was able to rationalise it as she was out of pain. Dad was fit and generally healthy. At 72 he hadn't been in hospital for 25 years. He was a little deaf and had the beginnings of cataracts but that was all. He felt ill on monday was really poorly Tuesday and was blue lighted to hospital with a blood clot on the lung. By Tues evening he was stable, Wed he was doing really well and we had a good chat on Wed night. Thurs morning I had a call from his companion saying the hospital had called and he was very poorly. She called me but we live nearly 2 hours away. The clot moved to his heart and that was it.
I am 37 and have no parents
My dh and 3 yo ds are helping so much but it feels so unfair. He loved ds so much and would have loved to see him grow up. Him and companion were having a nice time being together. it's not right