Loss of a mother

[Lainey123]

I lost my mum three years ago . I miss her so much I don't think at times it is any easier than when she passed away . I have friends but the lonliness of not being able to talk to my mother is still hard and actually my life has never been the same but I know that people around me haven't a clue how I really feel . Will the missing ever stop it's so sad

Lainey - I'm not sure it ever goes away but it does become less acute with time somehow. I lost my dad 16 years ago this week and there are still days when I am suddenly knocked for six by the longing to hear him laugh. Mum died just two years ago and I miss her everyday - I often think of thinks I want to share with her and feel like I am hiding the feeling of being utterly bereft because she has gone. It feels like walking in a different landscape and I miss the old one. I can only hope that as with dad it will still be there but it won't swallow me in the future.