Feeling emotional

[Sleepingbunnies]

On Friday it is 25 years since my mummy died.

I was 4, my brother was 5 and my sister was 18months.

I miss her. I have an amazing stepmum who is like a second mum but it's not the same. I want her to meet her granddaughters, I want to know if she's proud of me. I want to remember what she looks like or smells like.

I don't know what she sounds like.

I want my mummy. I'm a 29year old that would give anything for my mummy to tell me she loves me.

Incredibly self indulgent post. I don't know what to do, I feel lost.

I can't imagine what it's like to lose your mummy.

But I would like to send you my thoughts and love over the internet.

Bless you. I don't think we ever get over such loss. Learn yo live with it, yes, but not get over.

Thinking of you and your lovely mum. Take care.

Thank you. I don't normally get down over it as well, I can never change it but tonight as I put my girls to bed I was just so sad. I couldn't imagine leaving them at their age :(