Mum has gone

[Dunnyjo]

2 weeks today my mum collapsed with a sevear stroke. She died on the friday night. It was so sudden., i am in shock. She was only 57. The whole family was round her bed sidde when she passed away. I cant get it out of my head watching her struggling to breathe like that knowing she was going.
None of us for one minuste ever thought she would die. I just cant belive she has gone from my life, one minute there happy (saw her nearly everyday) spoke to her about 6 times a day on the phone. One minute i am totally numb and its not registering that she has gone the next i am crying uncontrolably shaking. It hits me in the stumock every time. My poor dad will be lost without her (together for 42 yrs) My son (2 in March) keeps asking for his granny, i am also 6 months pregnant and scared. Mum is not going to be there.

Im so sorry Gypwil you are clearly still feeling very sad and struggling to come to terms with the loss of your mum, which is why you clicked on Dunnyjo thread. I cant pretend to even imagine what you are going through but couldnt leave without posting. Its still only been such a short while but over time i hope it becomes easier to come to terms with and you can remember all the good times you had with your mum x x

Dunnyjo - I am so sorry for your loss

Dunnyjo, so sorry to hear this What a terrible shock for all of you.

And Gypwil

Im so sorry Dunnyjo. xxxx

Sorry Gypwil for your loss xxx